I just wanted to share something that the
Lord has really been challenging me with recently, and that is:
Do I really trust God?
We
say we trust God all the time, but how far do I believe this? It seems like God
has been trying to teach me to trust Him over and over again and yet it never
fully sinks in! I think this is because I trust Him, so that He will change the
circumstances I am in, and so maybe God will be pleased that I trust Him and
fix everything for me.
But do I trust Him. Full stop (period)! Not
based on if things go good or bad or just in between! But do I fully trust Him
no matter what circumstance lies ahead? So that when God blesses me, I can
trust Him, when God allows life to be hard, I trust Him. From now on I want to live my life in confidence knowing that God is in control! He knows what is
best and has a plan!
I will trust the Lord. FULL STOP.
“Trust in the Lord with ALL your heart and
do not lean on your own understanding.” Proverbs 3:5
At the beginning of this year I heard a
sermon on Joshua 14, and choose verse 8 to be my verse for the year:
“Nevertheless my brethren who went up with
me made the heart of the people melt with fear, but I followed the Lord my God
fully.” Joshua 14:8
I was challenged by this verse because so
often I am like the other spies that went into the land and all they saw were
GIANTS. Caleb on the other hand, all he
saw was GOD and how God would deliver them. So often I find in my own life that
all I see is the big giants in front of me and up head and I lose focus of God.
The giants seem too big. But I want to be like a Caleb and be able to say no
matter how big the giant that I have to face –
I followed the Lord my God fully.